Bad things come in Threes, but also the third time is the charm!
So the 2nd round of Clomid didn't give the desired results. I did ovulate nicely, and had the same side effects but more intense... just to keep things exciting. The second round had me crying quite a bit more than the first!
Andrew has been gone for a week on his first business trip. I could just slap the next person who says, "It'll be good for you" or "How do you like being single?" To which I reply that being single SUCKS and So you think its good for me to cry at the drop of a hat, and every night before falling asleep? Hmm... thanks. Anyway... I do miss my little boy.
During his absence I've been responsible for my own food, the animal's survival, house cleaning, etc... a good lesson learned, and its made me even more grateful for him. I'll be glad when he's back so I can get a good night's rest.
I've also had my Clomid checkup for Round #3. Unfortunately I had to see the Nurse Practioner that is very rude and insensitive. When I offer up questions about things going on, symptoms and what have you, she just goes into lock-down and won't answer anything! She is really on my shit list and I'll not see her ever again for an appointment. You do NOT tell someone who has been trying for 19 months with no success 'See ya next month' you tell them 'Good Luck'. Which makes me boil (and cry) at people's insensitivity towards infertility.
Waaaaay over-exaggerated emotions is a hard side effect for me to handle. So, lets hope this is the last time I have to take these pills! (Of course I'd do it for as long as needed & much more to get that little baby). Also rambling and random thoughts are a side effect too :-D
1 comment:
I hope 3 is the magic number for you! Sorry your man is away, being alone is no fun...that used to bother me too when people would say things like that.
Blech on the NP...not cool! I have encountered quite a few rude NPs in my day as well. Perhaps you could wear a sign next time that says "Be nice to me, I am going through a lot". :)
GINA
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