Saturday, January 31, 2009

And you should really be used to it by now....

Another Negative cycle.

In one respect I just don't care and I'm ok with it. But if I start thinking about other 'things' then it just rips me to shreds.

It really is not fucking fair.

Follow-up appointment is already scheduled for mid/end of February. I already know it means another surgery and some recovery time from that before doing another Fresh cycle.

Until then - I'm going to be a shopping freak. If I can't buy what I really want (a baby) then I'll just buy every Damn thing else I want.

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